Fundamentally Loathsome

And I wanna wake up
In your white, white sun
And I wanna wake up in your world with no pain
But I’ll just suffer in a hope to die someday
While you are numb all of the way
When I hate it
I know I can feel
But when you love you know it’s not real, no
When I hate it
I know I can feel
But when you love you know it’s not real

Now I am resigned to this
Wicked, fucking world
On its way to hell
Living are dead and I hope to join them too
I know what to do and I do it well

When I hate it
I know I can feel
But when you love you know it’s not real, no
When I hate it
I know I can feel
But when you love you know it’s not real, oh

Shoot myself into love you if I loved myself I’d be shooting you
(x3) Ha ha ha haha yeah, shoot myself to love you
If I loved myself I’d be shooting you (x3)
Oh oh oh yeah, loved myself I’d be shooting you
Shoot myself to love you
If I loved myself I’d be shooting you, shoot, shoot to love you and I loved myself I’d be shooting you
Shoot myself to love you
If I loved myself I’d be shooting you